it was nice to see that pete wrote again, even if it was a sentence. i have very little idea what is going on in anyone'slife from home, which sucks. on the ohter hand, no one really knows what i am up to, so here i am to tell you, or to at least write it out so future me can read it and laugh.
i really love living in the senior dorm. the halls are set up like suites and there are 3 boys living in my "suite" it is strnage to be in so close a proximity to them, esp when i walk to the bathroom and there is their door right next to it. i am adjusting however, and i think it will be fine.
my friend Gina is my RA, which has been good so far. it's nice she lives near and that she can handle RA things and doesn't care about what i do for the most part.
i haven't seeen my friends on campus as much as i would like to, but that is always the downside of having a job when very few of your friends do. if only i had less evening hours...
classes have been fine, i am staying pretty caught up with everything. i like forensics, but some of it is getting complicated. IS is going slowly, with my porposal due in 2 weeks, but i think i will be able to flesh something out by then, or i at least hope to.
it's been really wonderful seeing eveyone get back together again. in a strange turn, we are all starting to get involved in relationships. we never really were before, esp. with people on campus, but many of us are and so far it has been going well. we still make time for each other which i think is important.
speaking of relationships, things are progressing with tim very slowly. i still do not know where this is going, but i do like him and hope that we are able to develop this thing we have. he is adorable and so smart he might give pete a run for the money. of course nothing and no one is perfect and there is a lot of crap that we both have to sort through, with george and beyond.
and speaking of george, he and i are at an odd point. nothing made me happier than having him in my life, and yet even though we dated so long the happiness fades so quickly. i miss him at times and he makes me cry so many time. i think i am over him but when i talk to him i am not always sure. i mean, i don't want to get back together now but i still think about the future and what could be for us, but everything after graduation day to me is one big fat question mark.
for me, senior year at woo is a thousand times more painful than graduating from JFK was. i have developed so many more fulfilling relationships living with these people for the past 4 years, and i can't imagine the time coming when i will never again be able to just walk over and say hi to jessi or beg scott to let me sleep in his bed. lisa will no longer be my roomate and smizz won't barge in the room, jangling all her keychains and stomping in clunky shoes.
i am still very excited about what this year can bring for me, and i am even a little excited about the big unknown future. for now, i just want to stay wtih my friends here and when the time comes maybe just go home for a while and go from there.
love to all, and don't be a stranger to calling me.